Dec. 14 2011

Hey buddy it's dad. How are ya? Well, it looks as though you will be joining me for Christmas. The plan is to head to tennessee to our cabin.
Maybe we will see snow, who knows. Love ya man.

Nov. 8th 2011

Hey budddy, just talked to you on the phone. I have been attempting to contact you for last 4 days and no answer on the phone. You just called me back. Its about 9pm. I love you bud. Hope all is well. For some reason on the phone, you seemed unable to talk strait. You kept studedering and seemed uneasy on the phone. Not sure what it was. But i love you.

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Sept. 1st 2011

Well its been a while since writing. Since last wriring i have been married. Jennifer and i had a private ceremony in the church office with brother Hinote on July 10th.
You have also begun your year in the first grade at your school in Cocoa with your mom. You seem to be getting along well enough with your new stepdad and new invironment in Cocoa.
Recently and sadly my mother, grandma passed. She had been diagnosed with lung cancer and she was eventually committed to hospice and took a fast turn for the bad. I visited her the day before she passed and spent about 4 or 5 hours just holding her hand and standing next to her bed and praying for and with her. Although she was not awake and talking most of the time. I returned the next evening to Tampa and was with her unto her last breathing moment. She is at peace now. Jason my son, your grandmother loved you very very much buddy! She loved you in her own special way and she will be missed very much by your daddy. Your grandma was a very special woman. She did lots of things for others in her life. And she raised 5 children and loved us all, just by herself and with Gods help.
So, on the weekend of Aug. 12th of her passing we went and picked you up and returned to Tampa for the funeral and spent some breif time with family members. We stayed in a hotel room and had lunch with uncle Matt, aunt Crystal,Lucas, Jennifer and Faith. We ate at Sonny's barbeque:) yum.
After the funeral we returned home to Gainesville and spent some time there until your mother came to get you.
Thank you for being such a good boy Jason. You are turning out to be such a great little guy! Im so proud of you and i love you sooo much!! You are a great listener and are very smart. Your my son and i am glad and i love you.
I will miss grandma( my mom) very much Jason. Mothers are very special to us as men and young men. They love us and take care of us in a unique way that noone else in the world is able. Just like our dads. Love you Jason. Be good and il talk to you later.

July 6 2011

Hey buddy alot has happened since my last post.
First though, IV tried to call you yesterday and today, and it indicates that your mothers phone is out of service. I have not heard anything about this from your mom. I spoke with you on 4th of July holiday after you returned my call. You told me you were leaving your aunts and on the way home, going to get fireworks.
Since my last post you have gotten out of school on summer break. I had you twice on two different occasions instead of only one to the end of June. Your mother and you were very persistant on being together again so I allowed her to get you early and returned to get you again later in the month, again allowing her to get you early again.
Just a recap. I love you and thinking of ya.

June 9 2011

Just called you. You asked if you could not come see me when I asked. You said you were at ymca at the pool. Second time you said yhis

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May 21 2011

I met your mother in Ocala Wednesday and picked you up. today you were watched by Jennifer and you guys came to my job and took me to lunch. It was nice thanks. So far you have been well behaved and im proud. I love you. I know alot goes on in your little life buddy. Dad

May 21 2011

I met your mother in Ocala Wednesday and picked you up. today you were watched by Jennifer and you guys came to my job and took me to lunch. It was nice thanks. So far you have been well behaved and im proud. I love you. I know alot goes on in your little life buddy. Dad

May 11 2011

Today is your graduation ceremony from kindergarten. I have notified your mom that I cannot make it. Im sorry buddy, just can't make it. I love you and thinking of you buddy. Congratulations! I hope you have good time at your ceremony tonight.

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May 7 2011

Tried to call 4 times.

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May 7 2011

Its saturday im at work. You called yeserday to ask if I was gonna come get you this weekend. I didn't answer. I just tried to call you back and no answer. Im documenting in case your mom is not telling you that I called like she has done once before as you said. Dad

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April 24 2011

Just had you for Easter weekend. Me, you, and Jennifer. Had fun. Easter egg hunt, baskets, candy, easter dinner and dessert. You spent alot of time with Jennifer as I worked. You played in her pool and went shopping and had lunch with dad.
Got you some new shoes, the ones you were wearing were in trouble lol.
Love you. Happy Easter

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April 20 2011

Got jason from books store today at 3 pm. He looks great, and seems happy and healthy. In good spirits.
I told you about your hamster, Jeffrey passing. He was sad and we spend a few moments together. I held you for a little and we were ready to go. Went home.
Dad
Ps. Your front teeth are coming in now yay:)

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April 11 2011

I missed a call from you this afternoon. You left a message and told me you found a fossil.
I have tried to call you back twice. No one is answering. Dad

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April 9 th 2011

Hey buddy. I didn't get to see you this weekend. Your mom said that if I didn't pick you up after school on Friday that you would be going out of town with her.
I did call you today a d we chatted a little. You told me that you were playing a new game called wizard 101. You said that you made your own person and he was a wizard.

I just tried to call about 5 times and it seems that your mom has blocked my calls or something.

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April 6 th 2011

Today I went to Universal Studios on my day off, with Jennifer. We had a good time. I kept thinking of you son and how you would enjoy going. I also thought of buying you that Harry Porter wand but decided against it. I would rather have you with me here in person. I just got home and gave you a little call and said hi. You were eating so I let you go. I love ya son.

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March 27 2011

I drove and got you this weekend. We had a good time. You lost a tooth and drove you first go cart solo.
I just dropped you with your mom at books a million. It is 5:10 pm.
You made some comments to me about your mother's new husband. You shared that you thought he was always mean to you. And that he always argued w your mom in the car in front of you and cursed at each other.
As you were leaving me though, after a kiss, you wiped my kiss off and glanced back at me to see if I was watching.

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March 27 2011

I drove and got you this weekend. We had a good time. You lost a tooth and drove you first go cart solo.
I just dropped you with your mom at books a million. It is 5:10 pm.
You made some comments to me about your mother's new husband. You shared that you thought he was always mean to you. And that he always argued w your mom in the car in front of you and cursed at each other.
As you were leaving me though, after a kiss, you wiped my kiss off and glanced back at me to see if I was watching.

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March 15th 2011

Hey buddy i wanted to post a note here of what you told me last week about march 10th or so. You told me after calling from your grandfather's phone that your mother was off on her honeymoon, that she got married. I chatted with you a little and i let you continue with the movie that you were watching. Love ya

In Re: March 11th 2011

Hey buddy just wanted to post that i had to cancel another weekend with you this past weekend. It was March 11 and 12th. I love you buddy. Thinking about you and trying to find my way to remain in your life.

Feb. 29 2011

I decided to drive and get you this weekend jason and we stayed the weekend in Tampa. We went kayaking and hung out at grandmas a little with Lucas and family. I was sick and gave it to lucas and you. We had fun. It was nice to be with you son. You told me that you were crying for me and missed me. You were on good behaviour and a sweet heart lol. Also got your hair cut.
I realized that you may not understand yet what is happened. That things have changed and daddy may likely be on his way out of your life. I am unable to continue fighting your mother. And not continue chasing you and her down to simply love you and be there for you. The road is getting rough.
Enjoyed you son. We shall see how this goes. Love you buddy. Keep up all your good work. Your a great little boy!! You are my little boy and I love ya

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Jan 12, 2011

After a message left by you Jason yesterday that was pretty uncharacteristic of you in which you where disrespectful to me, your father, i realized that it is ok. That it is only natural for being in your situation. i called you today and we talked briefly.
Well because it seems that the people around you are having a negative influence on you as i have wrote a letter to your grandfather today and am sending in the mail. it is likely that the letter may cause more emotion from him and your mother toward me but who knows. I am hoping that it is recieved with understanding to some degree.
Nevertheless i am posting a copy of the letter here for you to see son. I love you beautiful little guy. perhaps the Lord will allow us to be together soon. I look forward to it. Your dad. Kiss and hugs and happy Valentines Day buddy.

Feb. 11 2011

I consulted with a lawyer yesterday to see if I had any legal options to speak or change the judges ruling on relocation recently, which has cost me seeing my son so far. The lawyer stated that any efforts are damaged due to no reporter at hearing. Today is the last day that I am eligible for a rehearing. My direction I think will be to not challenge the order but perhaps I will petition the new court to modify my time sharing schedule and ask for entire summer and spring break instead of alternate weekends. Outlook on this looks more positive. Iv been staying with jennifer since Feb. 5 or so after a health problem that has had me bed confined and off of work for days. I am focusing on my health and trying to get better.

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Tuesday, January 25,2011

First weekend without my normal with you since relocation to Cocoa Florida. Today is tuesday. I just made the decision to pass up on visitin weekend and text messaged your mother to notify. Last week 13th there was a court hearing and the judge permitted your m to move away from Gainesville. I Had that following weekend w you and explained as best I could without troubling you that although your mother was very happy about moving( as you described to me) and you as well, that daddy was very sad and although it meant that you would get to live with papa and Ph it also meant that you would be seperated from your own dad you would not see him much any more. I make it sound simp is actually devestating. I cried that weekend after picking up fro school and getting upset with you. Do you remember? I cried your little shoulder when I held you and apologized. I told you loved you more than anything and that I didnt want to loose y later told me that was first time I cried..... I love you son. And I am your father but things are out of my now. I can no longer accept this abuse and treatment from yo mother. I am your father not just a visitor or babysitter. We w how things go from here.

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Jan. 27th 2011

I just wanted to clearify that when these legal disputes about relocation ended in court that I had no expectation that I would be expected to travel and get my son in order to have him. I have been under the assumption that the courts usually split the travel between parents at least. I will not know until the order is entered and I see it.

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Jan. 27th 2011

Since my last blog about my first weekend visit I have made an attempt at making arrangements for the weekend time with my son. I am posting the text conversation with your mom with this post.

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