Tuesday, January 25,2011

First weekend without my normal with you since relocation to Cocoa Florida. Today is tuesday. I just made the decision to pass up on visitin weekend and text messaged your mother to notify. Last week 13th there was a court hearing and the judge permitted your m to move away from Gainesville. I Had that following weekend w you and explained as best I could without troubling you that although your mother was very happy about moving( as you described to me) and you as well, that daddy was very sad and although it meant that you would get to live with papa and Ph it also meant that you would be seperated from your own dad you would not see him much any more. I make it sound simp is actually devestating. I cried that weekend after picking up fro school and getting upset with you. Do you remember? I cried your little shoulder when I held you and apologized. I told you loved you more than anything and that I didnt want to loose y later told me that was first time I cried..... I love you son. And I am your father but things are out of my now. I can no longer accept this abuse and treatment from yo mother. I am your father not just a visitor or babysitter. We w how things go from here.

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